Maybe I Just Need to Cry
I have been feeling,
like I am doing well.
I have been thinking,
I might need some help,
because I am so alone,
drinking.
Maybe I’m crying for help,
or maybe I just need to cry.
No one will understand this pain,
the heart of the child inside me
who only wants to hide,
not to be left alone,
to silence the screams, of these tormenting thoughts.
I have always felt so alone,
wanting to leave it all behind,
to silence the echo,
of my past affliction.
Only a hammer to the heart,
could break this anguish open,
and leave me to another life.