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I am sorry,

I tried really hard.

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It was just that I could never express my emotions with you.

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I tried so hard to express my love to a closed heart,

that so easily ran away,

and, yet, receive nothing in return.

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I was sad and frustrated for a long time,

Sad for even longer.

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I tried telling you what made me sad,

what made me unhappy,

but that just made you mad.

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It felt like I was walking on eggshells,

I had to keep it all in.

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That anger you thought you felt,

was not anger,

but my sadness that I could never share.

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Sadness that could never truly be shared,

to feel the once warm embrace that we are just okay,

just feel the love that we once had.

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For no longer that love flows,

it died away,

a long time ago,

when you stopped hearing my pain of not wanting to be alone.

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I am sorry,

because I really wished it could have been,

for I still, forever love you.

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My dear little bunny.

I love you.