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I am sorry,

I tried really hard.

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It was just that I could never express my emotions with you.

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I tried so hard to express my love to a closed heart,

that so easily ran away,

and, received nothing in return.

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I was sad and frustrated for a long time,

Depressed for even longer.

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I tried telling you what made me sad,

what made me unhappy,

but that just made you mad.

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It felt like I was walking on eggshells,

I had to keep it all in.

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That anger you thought you felt,

was not anger,

but my sadness that I could never share.

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Sadness that could never truly be shared,

Lost upon cold tides,

trying,

fighting,

to feel the once warm embrace that we are just okay,

to just believe in the love that we once shared.

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For no longer that love flows,

it died away,

a long time ago,

when you stopped hearing my pain of not wanting to be alone.

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I am sorry,

because I really wished it could have been,

for I still, forever love you.

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My dear little bunny.

I love you.