Crashing Over
I crash my life into you,
falling into a love,
you said that was all over from the start,
love crushing me,
loathe overdosing.
I crash my life over the bridge,
bottles falling everywhere,
red river approaching,
falling down from the bridge,
broken.
Crashing,
into empty, icy waters,
feeling so alone,
I might be overdosing,
calling for violence,
I hit my head on the dashboard,
and all I can think,
is I might miss you.
Why did you never take me,
leave me alone,
never believing we could grow,
pulling away,
when I never wanted to let go?
I can’t let go of this feeling,
of you going,
leaving me alone,
I crawl in the dark crying,
never forgetting,
falling over,
you and I.