Bad Idea
I have a bad idea,
fill that satisfaction,
poisoning the emotions,
feeding my addiction.
Falling into silence,
I surrender,
crash my desires
into overdosing.
Forget my sadness,
body dripping,
bloodshot eyes closing,
falling to my knees,
drowning in a love forgotten.
One last breath of malice,
numbing the pain,
just to feel something.